Driscoll on Sydney evangelical Christians

If some­one feels called or led or like God spoke to them… no-one knows what to do.

– Mark Driscoll

I actu­ally laughed aloud hear­ing him say this. It’s really sad but so com­pletely upside down I find it kind of hilar­i­ous. Mad world.

# by Josh on September 8th, 2008 Tags: , ,
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Erasure

many of these things will not last, should not be expected to last. the lack of per­ma­nence is char­ac­ter­is­tic of volatile infor­ma­tion, pre­served only fleet­ingly even at a minus 25 degree boil­ing point.

we for­get.

some­times not soon enough, pain­lessly enough, loudly enough. as though our protest will make it sooner, eas­ier, clearer. clear­ing these clouds to what end? dis­pelling an illu­sion alone? con­cen­trat­ing pre­cip­i­ta­tion at some other time, in some other place? seed­ing rain­fall is an impre­cise sci­ence, you know. bei­jing would like to think oth­er­wise — will have the world think oth­er­wise, but we will have to wait until the eighth hour of the eighth day to learn — or at least observe the cul­mi­na­tion of many fac­tors not totally understood.

our con­trol is at best imprecise.

rumours of tesla weapons and unheeded seis­mol­o­gists and toads are one thing, but the bur­ial of thou­sands and grief to fam­i­lies and sub­se­quent sui­cides and infer­til­i­ties and aban­don­ments are quite another. as, too, are res­cues and out­pour­ings of com­pas­sion and global relief efforts and prayers of thou­sands, at least some of which are being heard.

the oppor­tunists? the profiteers?

“no man has power to retain the spirit, or power over the day of death” (Ecc 8:8) — so let them lie and cheat. let the cheaters lie. they are dig­ging their own pit.

why do good things hap­pen to evil people?

it was not always like this. it will not remain like this.

“he [Jesus of Nazareth] is the one appointed by God to be judge of the liv­ing and the dead” (Acts 10:42)

but he, too, makes us at peace with him through pay­ing the price for us on the cross. “[God] rec­on­ciles to him­self all things, whether on earth or in heaven, mak­ing peace by the blood of his cross.” (Col 1:20)

“Surely I am com­ing soon.” (Rev 22:20)

come, Lord Jesus!

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Some reflections on John 16

His dis­ci­ples said, “Ah, now you are speak­ing plainly and not using fig­u­ra­tive speech!”– John 16:29

Yay for clar­ity! You can find the full­text of John 16 here. Apolo­gies for the slight ram­bling­ness of this post. It gains clar­ity towards the end… twas some­what shaped off a Skype con­ver­sa­tion that I haven’t the time nor energy to prop­erly edit at this point :)

John 8:14 is pretty funny in its por­trayal of the sheer incor­rect­ness of the Phar­isees’ asser­tion of the pas­sage prior: It’s like… you can’t speak truth because you’re speak­ing truth about your­self (!!)… and then, fast­for­ward back to 16:30  –  “We know that you know all things and don’t need any­one to ques­tion you; this is why we believe that you came from God” – then, in verse 31, Jesus — “oh, so NOW you get it…”

Verse 32 — “But, seri­ously… yeah, right. Even if you say you do you’re all about to piss­bolt… Oh, that’s now, btw.”

33 — “but I’ve said this stuff so that”… You’ll know after the res­ur­rec­tion what’s going on… The res­ur­rec­tion is the act that will make sense of all of this; there will be no fig­ures of speech because it’s a con­crete demon­stra­tion of what the Christ is achiev­ing — “over­com­ing the world” and bring­ing peace for those who are in him — kinda like way the Father is with Him even when all oth­ers desert

Verse 23 is con­fus­ing… “You won’t ask me any­thing” vs. “My father will give you what­ever you ask in my name”… are they both talk­ing about prayer or is the first talk­ing about information/knowing stuff about Christ’s iden­tity and rela­tion­ship to the Father and the sec­ond talk­ing about prayer?’

Per­haps its about the per­fect suf­fi­ciency of the cross — read­ing 22 AND 23 together:

(Para­phrase of Jesus:) You will be sor­row­ful til I’m back, and then I basi­cally won life (lit­er­ally! haha) and you have a joy that can’t be taken away from you and what you’re ask­ing the Father will be asked in my name!

You’re not try­ing to ask it directly of Him (the Father) any­more. You won’t need to, because you have the Spirit of Christ once Jesus has con­quered death and returned to His Father. What I think that means, in the con­text of the “Spirit of truth” from ear­lier in the pas­sage, is that the things you ASK for are asked as Jesus would (i.e. you’re not stand­ing alone before the father with an impaired rela­tion­ship ask­ing things for your­self once Jesus has con­quered and we’ve received the spirit of truth that speaks what He hears from the Father and Son. Our hearts will desire dif­fer­ent things, and we’ll have a com­plete joy that can’t be taken from us in Christ.

We don’t get the Spirit so we can ask for crap, but so that He can declare what he hears (from the Father) — AND — in verse 14 – 15, His pur­pose is to glo­rify the son, who is King over every­thing that is the Father’s; the Spirit will declare the things of Jesus to his peo­ple. So, ask­ing of the Father “in my name” is about ask­ing to receive joy in full…

“I am not say­ing that I will ask the Father on your behalf” — Does this mean Jesus ISN’T an inter­me­di­ary (as in Hebrews 7:25)? And Romans 8:26 says that the Holy Spirit inter­cedes for us when we don’t know what or how to pray. But this pas­sage (John 16) says that the Holy Spirit will speak only what He hears from the Father and Son: there­fore, His inter­ces­sory prayer for us will nec­es­sar­ily take the shape of prayer for things that God desires. And that should be our prayer always.

Christ needn’t ask the Father on our behalf because His act of death and resurrection/victory OVER death means that our sins have been paid for if we trust in Jesus and call him our Lord. When our sins are paid for, we can be in rela­tion­ship with God the Father and pray to Him; the High Priest that Hebrews 7 talks about is pre­sent­ing us blame­lessly in unblem­ished rela­tion­ship again with God, so we can approach Him. When Christ’s per­fect sac­ri­fice was made, we are able to and should do as the writer of Hebrews says we should in chap­ter 10 of that let­ter: Where there is for­give­ness of sins and law­less­ness, there is no longer any offer­ing for sin. There­fore… let us draw near with a true heart in full assur­ance of faith, with our hearts sprin­kled clean from an evil con­science and our bod­ies washed with pure water.

We are able to draw near to God. Right now this is in the form of prayer to Him and for His pur­poses; that He might achieve them and use His peo­ple to this end in His ser­vice. We don’t need to pray in a church or tem­ple, we don’t need to burn incense or hear music to uplift us — though these things are not intrin­si­cally bad. We have free­dom as we are saved by Christ’s sac­ri­fice for us; we have a new Spirit which He has put in His peo­ple to allow them to draw near to God with­out imped­i­ment or con­stric­tion. We needn’t pray to Christ, because He has opened a new way to the Father for us, hav­ing ful­filled the law of the scrip­tures and mak­ing per­fect that which we (His peo­ple) could not.

God’s pres­ence used to dwell in the holi­est place of the Tem­ple; now, He dwells in the hearts of His peo­ple as Christ has made us His own.

When Jesus says “It is to your advan­tage that I go away”, he means it. If Christ hadn’t gone away from His fol­low­ers to the bru­tal Roman cross to pay for our sins, we would not have peace with God, and there’s no way He could say “I have over­come the world” with­out lying through his teeth unless He faced death and came out the other side, open­ing a new way to God for His people.

Regarding Nothing

He seemed like some­one you would meet in a movie, whose life was falling apart and who was attempt­ing to begin some­thing new. Only, this ‘some­thing new’ had its ori­gins in same­ness, and the dri­ving force behind it, medi­oc­rity. His wife and dog, unbe­knownst to him, had planned to leave him for some time now: his pres­ence, his insis­tence upon ‘white space’, bore all the mark­ings of an insuf­fer­ably inanity. Liv­ing in an obscure cor­ner of an increas­ingly insignif­i­cant part of the world, deal­ing with dimin­ish­ing clien­tele (both in cal­i­bre, num­ber, and con­spic­u­ousity), it didn’t much mat­ter what he said next. No-one was listening.

But, you see, they were. At least fifty of them, hang­ing on his every indif­fer­ent word. Such is the metoo­ism of the Inter­net, deserv­ing of its proper-noun-capitalisation as one would cap­i­talise the title of any film of the ‘my-life-is-falling-apart-and-oh-I-hope-something-interesting-would-happen-to-substantiate-sales’ vari­ety. These days, how­ever, not even all such films declare them­selves wor­thy of said cap­i­talised sta­tus. The deli­ciously ambiva­lent “def­i­nitely, maybe” sports no such accou­trements com­mon to film, and, you know, things with names – but its name pro­vides for fas­ci­nat­ing dis­plays of noth­ing­ness in all kinds of con­texts, so it can per­haps be forgiven. I sat across from a work­sta­tion prepar­ing the launch of this and other films in this coun­try on Mon­day, and lis­tened, enthralled, as the male lead declared he was thrilled to hear “def­i­nitely, maybe is releas­ing in Aus­tralia”. Well, that is a non-announcement, now, isn’t it? (Launch­ing on V-day… vacuous?)

Still, when even our most influ­en­tial and award-winning actors and direc­tors lament the dearth (or, per­haps sim­ply the death) of cinema’s golden age, we must pause to con­sider what is being achieved by the broad spec­trum of media before us. All the trends of Inter­net media can­not save us from its dubi­ous cre­ative poten­tial in the face of browser lim­i­ta­tions (I have recently been work­ing myself into a lather over the indef­i­nite lag between multi-touch reach­ing the Inter­net com­pared to the rest of con­sumer tech­nol­ogy — let it be noted, mobile client-side is the future?). All the films in the world can­not save us from the medi­oc­rity of their scriptwrit­ers, as all the blogs in the world can­not save us from trends of buzz­words and analy­sis and not a sin­gle real client or solved prob­lem in sight. Nei­ther can google (that not requir­ing proper-noun-capitalisation as it is used syn­ony­mously with ‘search’) save us, invest­ing its vast resources into online plat­form advances. Plat­forms are not con­tent. Con­tent dri­ves growth. Enough of that. Clooney says we should all watch TV, because that’s where the inno­va­tion is going on these days. I strug­gle to come to terms with that, some­what. Part of me would (hon­estly) be quite con­tent to sit and watch end­less episodes of whichever series is avail­able on DVD. DVD, because, as much as I occa­sion­ally enjoy advertising, I have absolutely no desire to see the same com­mer­cial over again fif­teen times over the course of a sin­gle episode — get your bloody ads on YouTube and if they make con­sumers care enough, they’ll find you… noth­ing wrong with democ­ra­tis­ing TV adver­tis­ing val­ues, except, iron­i­cally, the poten­tially dimin­ish­ing pro­duc­tion val­ues of such ads in light of the decreased expen­di­ture on pro­duc­tion — yeah, that’s what I thought.

The other part of me finds it’s all much the same. We all know The Simp­sons is bril­liant, because it pushes bound­aries and made cer­tain peo­ple in the 1990s acutely uncom­fort­able. Fam­ily Guy fills the void, now, only with­out the coherency. Its near-absurdist “we-don’t-actually-expect-you-to-get-this” irrev­er­ent take on pretty much any­thing is funny, but not for rea­sons we can com­pre­hend. And it’s hardly going to stand the test of time. An ani­mated ana­logue to The Chaser’s War on Every­thing, only less coher­ent. But let’s look at The Chaser for a moment — it is the news. Oh, wait, The Col­bert Report used that line first. At any rate, The Chaser made inter­na­tional media before Stephen Col­bert, for the audac­ity of — wait for it — actions beyond mere commentary.

And there we find it. The mat­ter in which the public’s inter­est is held is not the simpering-yet-somehow-hostile satire, but in the vio­la­tion of the sole sanc­ti­fied role of gov­ern­ment, the defence of its cit­i­zens. The note­wor­thi­ness of this act came not in the vio­la­tion of this respon­si­bil­ity for secu­rity, but the triv­i­al­ity by which this breach took place. Such is the Leviathan in whom we are col­lec­tively engaged by social con­tract: with­out defence against the sta­tus hominum nat­u­ralisbel­lum omnium con­tra omnes as Hobbes rightly pre­sumes it, if we con­sider ‘nature’ after the fall.

The impli­ca­tion, of course, is that our gov­ern­ment is pow­er­less — or, at the very least, pow­er­less to enact that which it is its duty to. C.S. Lewis expresses it thus:

“As a result, clas­si­cal polit­i­cal the­ory, with its Sto­ical, Chris­t­ian and juris­tic key-conceptions (nat­ural law, the value of the indi­vid­ual, the rights of man), has died. The mod­ern State exists not to pro­tect our rights but to do us good or make us good — any­way, to do some­thing to us or to make us some­thing. Hence the new name ‘lead­ers’ for those who were once ‘rulers’. We are less their sub­jects than their wards, pupils, or domes­tic ani­mals. There is noth­ing left of which we can say to them, ‘Mind your own busi­ness.’ Our whole lives are their busi­ness.” (C.S. Lewis, “Will­ing Slaves of the Wel­fare State”, in ESSAY COLLECTION: Lit­er­a­ture, Phi­los­o­phy and Short Sto­ries)

One might argue this is merely the impact of democ­ra­ti­sa­tion of gov­er­nance. That, as the Leviathan power is some­what more dynamic in its head­ship in this present soci­ety, it will nec­es­sar­ily reflect ‘lead­er­ship’ over lives in ways unprece­dented in his­tory, as the will of the indi­vid­ual is closer to that of the state. What plu­ral­ist absur­dity: the exis­tence of democ­racy itself demarks the neces­sity of com­pro­mise, the inabil­ity of man to, inde­pen­dent of the state, agree. Democ­racy is respon­sive to and guar­an­tees the per­sis­tent dis­par­ity of the will of the indi­vid­ual and the State.

The role of the state, there­fore, should be con­strained to that of arbiter and defender alone. Any­thing beyond that is an unnec­es­sary infringe­ment of the rights of the indi­vid­ual. Yet our polit­i­cal clime is such that we assume this nec­es­sary, and, his­tor­i­cally, this is true. We accept the medi­oc­rity of human­ity, cel­e­brate it even. There is noth­ing new under the sun.

And we still trust in our ‘lead­ers’ for poten­tial change. Hello, Kevin, hello, Obama. You are mere men. Your rev­o­lu­tions will fade. Hello, those lead­ers who have come before them. Your names are not remembered.

Make poverty his­tory, cry the same peo­ple who decry government-sanctioned dis­crim­i­na­tion against the poor, the indige­nous, the homo­sex­ual. Their voices are not alone. Make poverty his­tory, cry the same peo­ple who decry government-sanctioned sec­u­lar­i­sa­tion and interest-rate-driven threats to their com­fort­ably pros­per­ous ‘but-not-too-much’ upper-middle class ‘chris­t­ian’ exis­tence. Their agenda is not that of the Christ.

“A hun­gry man thinks about food, not free­dom”, Lewis con­tin­ues in that same essay. What then, do we con­sider? We are hun­gry, though not for food. We are hun­gry for mean­ing that is not forth­com­ing. Hun­gry for the right­ing of wrongs in our eyes; wrongs that are plain to all, but per­sis­tent because of… well, how would you fin­ish that sentence?

Let me find your grace in the val­ley
Let me find your life in my death
Let me find your joy in my sor­row
Your wealth in my need
That you’re near with every breath
In the valley

There is only one mean­ing, one absolute real­ity, one Lord, one faith, and one God worth trust­ing because he is over all and sus­tains all. With­out him, the mean­ing­less­ness of this earth’s seemingly-perpetual abil­ity to decay should have us sur­ren­der to that entirely. Instead, we are to sur­ren­der to Him, or embrace that ambiva­lent indif­fer­ence so ulti­mately char­ac­ter­is­tic of the endeav­ours of humankind.

Education is key

Edu­ca­tion is every­where and essential.

I have about three or four jobs in var­i­ous work­places to do with event pro­duc­tion and IT devel­op­ment and design, and prob­a­bly spend about 10% of my time as an edu­ca­tor. I prob­a­bly spend twice that time learn­ing new things and keep­ing on top of every­thing that hap­pens in my cor­ner of the world, but with­out that thirty-percent edu­ca­tion time, the other 70% would be far less effective.

In that thirty-percent time, I stay ahead of the curve and sim­i­larly keep my employ­ers ahead of the curve.

At Youth­works, I have spent less advo­cacy time of late, but the first sev­eral months there was alter­nately spent in learn­ing how peo­ple were inter­act­ing with tech­nol­ogy, and train­ing peo­ple in effec­tive (and effi­cient) use of it to solve min­istry prob­lems. My role was first and fore­most to learn, and with­out that time the con­se­quent project would be lack­ing in vision and engage­ment with actual need.

I’ve also recently been work­ing again with a past employer, solv­ing some press­ing front-end devel­op­ment issues they have faced due to their need for qual­ity train­ing for staff. In the time I’ve spent there, I built a hand­ful of fron­tend things mostly with tech­nolo­gies I knew, and spent some time look­ing into and cre­at­ing solu­tions with one par­tic­u­lar tech­nol­ogy I haven’t had much expe­ri­ence with. This is ‘learn­ing’ in a way that isn’t dis­rup­tive to con­ven­tional employ­ment: my related exper­tise acceller­ated the learn­ing to the point that it remained cost-effective for them to allow me to spend time doing that. Apart from that learn­ing time, I imple­mented some qual­ity test­ing sys­tems and trained peo­ple in how best to apply them, and spent a few hours engaged in front-end devel­op­ment train­ing with another employee.

In free­lance work, I find that unless I explain my role and actions to prospec­tive clients, there is a dra­matic decrease in effi­ciency because expec­ta­tions aren’t prop­erly estab­lished. Part of doing this often includes explain­ing some things about tech­nolo­gies and tech­niques that are being used. In order for me to do my job effec­tively, I need to find non-technical ways to explain tech­ni­cal prob­lems. That means avoid­ing non-essential jar­gon, hav­ing a cache of analo­gies to apply to a given sit­u­a­tion, and patience to make sure every­one remains on the same page.

As some­one who brings a par­tic­u­lar area of exper­tise to a prob­lem, it is my respon­si­bil­ity to share that exper­tise appro­pri­ately with every­one else on the team, as well as acquir­ing (learn­ing) area-specific exper­tise from oth­ers on team in order to effec­tively solve problems.

There is absolutely no way to do a job prop­erly with­out con­stant acqui­si­tion or trans­mis­sion of knowl­edge. Edu­ca­tion is key.

Legal DRM-free music

I haven’t been this con­fused over a cool Inter­net ser­vice… prob­a­bly ever. AmazonMP3 is simul­ta­ne­ously one of the most excit­ing things to hap­pen in online music ever, and a source of great per­sonal confusion.

I want to use it (and will) because it’s freak­ing awesome. The bitrate thing doesn’t mas­sively con­cern me… gen­er­ally speak­ing, I can’t tell the dif­fer­ence (though I will con­tinue to rip my CDs as loss­less, mostly in case I lose them). What con­cerns me is the poten­tial under­min­ing of my CD-store perus­ing ways as a result! I haven’t had to con­sider this until now because main­stream music sim­ply hasn’t been avail­able in a rel­a­tively open (don’t give me crap about MP3 patents, any­one can read them), DRM-free format.

It ships with art­work but that so doesn’t count.

Oh, so appar­ently this post was a waste of time. Of course, it’s only licensed for US sales. I don’t know why that didn’t occur to me, but it didn’t. Now I’m grumpy. And irra­tionally crav­ing popcorn.

Well, if you’re in the US and using iTunes… stop. This is pretty cool for you guys, mean­while I’ll keep buy­ing my grey-market imported CDs (which is com­pletely legal in Aus­tralia and morally fine). All that’s stand­ing between me and Amazon’s MP3 music is a US ship­ping address for invoices, pre­sum­ably, so I totally could just make one up. Not break­ing any law that I’m under there. But what­ever, it’s all too messy.

Yeah, that’s right, record com­pa­nies screwed it up again.

We’ll get there, one day…

# by Josh on September 26th, 2007 Tags: , , , , ,
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Ringle?

Oh, some­one please stop these peo­ple. Even my Sony Eric­s­son (yes, half owned by a noto­ri­ously evil record label) ships with soft­ware to rip CDs into non-DRM’d MP3s that func­tion just fine as ring­tones. What star­tling level of idiocy causes some­one to think that bundling more soft­ware on CDs is a remotely good idea I can­not fathom, but clearly one of the brains in a record com­pany came up with this gem. It doesn’t really affect me on account of pretty much never buy­ing CD sin­gles, but even so… yuck.

If this ever finds its way onto real CDs (i.e. albums), I may just cry. I prob­a­bly spend in the vicin­ity of AU$60 – 75 a month on new albums, which is likely more rev­enue than you’d get if I bought things online… and I reckon a good half the rea­son I do that (aside from know­ing what DRM is and why I don’t want it on my music) is for the pack­ag­ing and asso­ci­ated retail experience. Most recent pur­chases include Gotye’s Mixed Blood, MoS Australia’s Elec­tro House Ses­sions (it’s com­pletely dif­fer­ent from the global MoS release of the same name), Bob Sinclar’s Soundz of Free­dom, and the super duper excel­lent sound­track to Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest.

I have ripped each and every track from them all as WMA Loss­less. I wouldn’t have bought… about three of the four… if it wasn’t for retail CD stores.