Rage. Uni. Anger. Blood. Tears. Web applications.

I am about to start cry­ing because of a web appli­ca­tion for the sec­ond time in (I think) as many days. No, it’s not MySpace (it was suf­fi­ciently van­quished after some tum­bling about with pointed sticks).

I sup­pose I should have known bet­ter. Just because there’s no warn­ing, doesn’t mean it’s not about to do some­thing stu­pid. Par­tic­u­larly given the Uni­ver­sity of Sydney’s web team’s fetish for ses­sion time­outs like they’re run­ning some high-grade-cipher-required (they use 256bit SSL certs for every­thing) nuclear launch sys­tem. Only not, because Kim isn’t a stu­dent. But, then again, even if he were the usabil­ity issues would prob­a­bly be man­i­festly more suc­cess­ful than the UN/non-proliferation treaties.

What­ever. So I spent too long ago­nis­ing (and I do mean ago­nis­ing) over sub­ject selec­tion for pre-enrolment (I know, I don’t need to worry, I can change it later — what­ever. I’m hav­ing a stress­ful day and for what­ever rea­son am choos­ing to get this out of the way now so that I don’t expe­ri­ence this later. That’s the the­ory.) and then the mon­ster ate it all. What really [exple­tive] me is that when I finally made my last choice, I went and entered it then its bloody popup-confirmation sys­tem (which, inci­den­tally, is quite usable but I despise it on prin­ci­ple) still worked. Sub­mit it? Sorry, you’re not logged in. Log in? Their [another exple­tive] auth proxy doesn’t even pass the right GET vars (strips ? and pos­si­bly amper­sands, too, it seems, so I got a lovely 404 page), let alone every­thing I just POST’d. Talk about stab­bing users in the back.

Words can­not express how irate I am right now.

To top it off, I’m increas­ingly con­vinced I some­how man­aged to screw up my whole degree pro­gramme whilst still in first year Arts. No, I didn’t think that were pos­si­ble, either. I am ade­quately pissed off with the world to leave this post here.

The Irony of Slowing Down

is that, whilst doing so, you were jay­walk­ing and con­se­quently unable to beat the oncom­ing bus. I decide to have a week off between jobs and go slow on uni for a day to recover from a near-cold and end up with con­junc­tivi­tis and a course of anti-biotics. I gen­er­ally avoid sig­nif­i­cant ill­ness so its nice to get this out of the way now, before sum­mer starts properly!

So this is week #2 off work, with a fair amount of uni also not-attended so far this week (I man­aged an impres­sive three hours yes­ter­day after­noon, and a lec­ture for the gram­mar eng­lish course on Tues­day evening, and man­aged to delib­er­ately avoid, sleep through, or decide against attend­ing the rest). I’ve a decent atten­dance record in most courses so far this semes­ter so I didn’t bother with certs for the first half of the week… but then I had to go see a doc this morn­ing about the eye and I’m sup­pos­edly on these meds for a week now. So, assum­ing they work in appro­pri­ate time, I’d still be rock­ing up to uni with a noto­ri­ously con­ta­gious thingy for the first half of next week… which means I might even end up miss­ing more class. Which is ridicu­lous. Any­way I’ve got a lull in assess­ment at least… I was try­ing to write a pres ear­lier this week between phlegm-filled breaths, and ended up giv­ing it unable to really speak… it’s about Renais­sance thought in early mod­ern Europe; unfor­tu­nately there was no oppor­tu­nity to work in any plague allusions ;-)

Speak­ing of early mod­ern Europe, there was the annual book­fest at Uni­ver­sity of Syd­ney from Sat­ur­day through to yes­ter­day (Wednes­day) which was so awe­some. I say speak­ing of early mod­ern Europe because I now have a col­lec­tion on the sub­ject (sans jour­nal arti­cles, etc., but there’s always Gale/ProQuest et al.) on par with that of Fisher library. The uni gets rid of low-circulation books, and also sells dona­tions from the box you’ve prob­a­bly walked past a thou­sand times and not really thought much about (if you’re a USyd stu­dent who at least pre­tends to study) on the way into Fisher on the left. Every­thing is dirt cheap… I went with Selo and we both by pure chance spent exactly $33, which net­ted us two A4 ream box sized piles of books. The first few days are prices as marked, but Tues­day it’s $10/A4 box, and on Wednes­day it’s down to $5! I really wanted to go and have a look at what was left but wasn’t quite up to it. Every­thing is put out on Sat­ur­day so the col­lec­tion would have seri­ously dimin­ished by Wednes­day, but given the sheer scope of it (it’s in the Great Hall of the Quad, and imag­ine if you will the entire floor space in there cov­ered about three lay­ers deep in books and you have an approx­i­mate start­ing num­ber) chances are there’d still be some gems for the uncovering!

Yeah… so $33 would nor­mally buy me five books, less if they’re aca­d­e­mic reference/not classics/M&B (kid­ding). Did seri­ously well.

In other news, I’ve spent my recov­ery time bat­tling with Wine to lit­tle avail. I tried installing it a few times (insert alco­hol related jokes here) and got increas­ingly no-where, or sort of did, but then ended up hit­ting a brick wall (passed out in a pool of my own vomit, so to speak). So I installed Steam and spent $9.95 (USD! Tim was wrong, or at least Selo quot­ing Tim was wrong… either way, my receipt says USD) on Counter-Strike (to which I have moral objec­tions, because the idea of spend­ing money — even $US10 — on a free mod is pre­pos­ter­ous) for the MCE com­puter which kicks butt (well, kicks butt once I fig­ured out how to check the blind­ingly obvi­ous “Widescreen” box).

Then I bought HL GotY pack on eBay that comes with four CDs or some­thing and will hope­fully install on Linux fan­ta­si­cally with­out Steam. Or, sort of with Steam but in a less-dependent-upon-it kind of way that makes every­thing run slightly hap­pier. Good frag­ging times ahead, hope­fully. Worst case I buy a decent wire­less key­board + mouse (yeah, one of those five-button things, I’m sold!) and use the MCE box instead… it’ll just mean higher fram­er­ates at the expense of hav­ing to walk down­stairs, and prob­a­bly a bet­ter gam­ing expe­ri­ence (can you say 5.1 and 32″ screen?) any­way. But it’s on Win­dows, and… insert ide­al­is­tic rant here. Sigh!

Something unpredictable…

[Or, mak­ing up for a dis­tinct absence of post­ing for var­i­ous rea­sons not to be dis­cussed but hope­fully rec­ti­fied — the con­tent absence, that is — by this post.]

Until about three weeks ago, I was con­vinced I was going to take a year off between fin­ish­ing school and start­ing uni to work full time. I’d roundly insulted a small web firm a cou­ple of weeks before leav­ing for New Zealand, re-building their site with CSS in about three hours (it wasn’t per­fect, but it was a decent effort) and going into their office to tell them their ver­sion sucked and mine was bet­ter. To date, the web­site in ques­tion hasn’t been ‘fixed’, as it were, but I got a call the day after I returned from New Zealand ask­ing if I was inter­ested in com­ing in for an inter­view. I’ve been work­ing four days a week there since.

Tori came back. We spent some time together, and I kind of realised that putting off Uni­ver­sity for another year wasn’t a bril­liant move, con­trary to what more than a hand­ful of… older peo­ple… had said. The main rea­son is prob­a­bly social (which I don’t ever talk about too much on here, I guess), but finan­cially it’s not… com­pelling… to stay any fur­ther away from the other side of Uni any longer than is nec­ces­sary, because “that side” means a job/career I’m inter­ested in as a longer-term option, hence finan­cial sta­bil­ity more so than in an indus­try I’m per­fectly inter­ested in pro­vided I get to do the things I like — and where I am presently for­tu­nate enough to be in a posi­tion where that’s pretty close to what I’m doing — and indif­fer­ent about it (the indus­try) oth­er­wise. Social/political infor­ma­tion the­ory notwith­stand­ing, because that’s an entirely sep­a­rate ket­tle of fish that relates both to my pre– and post– uni direc­tions. Which are, inci­den­tally, IT/connectivity/accessibility now, and edu­ca­tion later. Some­where in the mid­dle there’ll be (is?) a fusion of the two, which has been bandied about a lit­tle over the last 12 months. I had a very inter­est­ing con­ver­sa­tion RE: some­thing along these lines last night, which will hope­fully evolve into some­thing in the not-too dis­tant future!

So yes, as of Mon­day I’m offi­cially an Arts stu­dent at the Uni­ver­sity of Syd­ney. In a way I feel bad about this because I’d said to work that I was plan­ning on stick­ing around in a near-F/T capac­ity for a year (and at the time I had been), but at the same time this feels so much more… sen­si­ble? Plus every­one was mind-blowingly nice about it, even though I called on Sat­ur­day to say I’d be in late Mon­day because I had to enrol (because of when the offer had come in, and because I’d been putting off say­ing it the week before).

Any­way, in sum­mary: I’m work­ing nearly full time doing web devel­op­ment in an awe­some role where I get to do lots of CSS, semantic-web junk, usabil­ity work, and some occa­sional JavaScript (though mer­ci­fully not too much! Still learn­ing. If any­one else in Aus is inter­ested in get­ting a copy of Jeremy Keith’s allegedly-excellent “DOM Script­ing” book, let me know so we can order a few copies from Ama­zon and get cheaper ship­ping, because no-one in Aus­tralia is stock­ing copies for another month or three!). And as much or as lit­tle server-side work as I want. At the minute I’m unequiv­o­cally say­ing “lit­tle”, but that might change at some point, maybe. I’m going to uni, too. That doesn’t start until March, so I’m going to be work­ing ‘nor­mally’ up until then, and after that feel­ing my way accord­ing to timeta­bles, how much of a life I have, how broke I am, etcetera!

Tied into the whole work thing, my first to-be-promoted-on-TV web­site is going live some­time in the wee hours of Sun­day Mon­day, which is auda­ciously excit­ing. Not in the least because it will hope­fully attract insane amounts of traf­fic, and the CSS-is-good-for-your-bandwidth-costs argu­ment car­ries weight here!! It also fea­tures AJAX, chiefly for usability/bandwidth-saving rea­sons… but also because it’s just damn cool! Any­way, there will be posts, screen­shots, etcetera (prob­a­bly say­ing the same kind of thing I just said, only nam­ing names and with pretty pic­tures!) sched­uled for release here to co-incide with the site’s launch, so… watch this space.

As for Uni? Eng­lish, Phi­los­o­phy, Clas­sics and (Ancient) Greek are cur­rently on the menu. Greek… may be swapped out, pos­si­bly. For Lin­guis­tics or maybe Latin if any­thing, but pos­si­bly not. The rea­son­ing behind it — because I’ve attracted many strange looks as I tell peo­ple I’m plan­ning on study­ing Ancient Greek — is essentially:

  1. Learn­ing another lan­guage (any other lan­guage) helps me under­stand Eng­lish bet­ter. Doing Eng­lish, no-one will ever explain gram­mar and struc­ture of lan­guage to me. It sucks. Admit­tedly, Lin­guis­tics could prove to be use­ful in this depart­ment, too.
  2. Ancient Greek ties in with the Clas­sics courses I’m tak­ing. Don’t ask me to remem­ber what they are, or even look them up, because I don’t have a copy of my pref­er­ences (they took it, because their stu­pid com­put­ers were stu­pidly bro­ken. I’m so glad I’m not study­ing IT!) and it’s not avail­able online yet and I’m just lazy. And try­ing to get this mas­sive post fin­ished so I can get back to hav­ing a life, or something.
  3. The New Tes­ta­ment is writ­ten in Greek. As Kris­ten so elo­quently expressed it last night:

    You can be one of those peo­ple at Bible stud­ies who go “Well, the greek word for that actu­ally means ‘this is ambiguous…’”

    Heh. Marcelo coughed some­thing that sounded sus­pi­ciously like “Moore Col­lege” (a Syd­ney Bible col­lege) when he found out, but that’s not really what I had in mind choos­ing it… maybe, though!

Any­way. The blog has nearly caught up to me. Almost. There’s a bunch of other stuff hap­pen­ing, but this is the glut of stuff I needed to write at some point and had been putting off!

My Uni preferences

I’ll prob­a­bly jug­gle the order a bit, later on, but I just wanted to get it in and done!

  1. Bach­e­lor of Arts (Advanced) at Uni­ver­sity of Sydney
  2. Bach­e­lor of Arts (Media and Com­mu­ni­ca­tions) at Uni­ver­sity of Sydney
  3. Bach­e­lor of Arts at Uni­ver­sity of Sydney
  4. Bach­e­lor of Arts (Media and Com­mu­ni­ca­tions) at Uni­ver­sity of New South Wales
  5. Bach­e­lor of Edu­ca­tion (Sec: Human­i­ties & Social Sciences)/Bachelor of Arts at Uni­ver­sity of Sydney
  6. Bach­e­lor of Inter­na­tional Stud­ies at Uni­ver­sity of New South Wales
  7. Bach­e­lor of Arts at Uni­ver­sity of New South Wales
  8. Bach­e­lor of Arts/Bachelor of Edu­ca­tion at Uni­ver­sity of New South Wales
  9. Bach­e­lor of Arts in Com­mu­ni­ca­tion (Media Arts & Pro­duc­tion) at Uni­ver­sity of Tech­nol­ogy, Sydney

UNSW’s edu­ca­tion pro­gramme looks pretty… some­thing not great. And the UTS course is really just a filler to make up nine. Other than that, I think I’d be pretty happy with any of those courses (heh, marks almost cer­tainly won’t per­mit most of them, but ah well). As an aside, I did sort of suc­cumb to the temp­ta­tion to put higher-mark courses first, but… meh!

An essay on the digital divide

What is the dig­i­tal divide, and what impli­ca­tions for soci­ety and the indi­vid­ual are seen to arise from this?

A rather broad topic, per­haps, but use­ful, nonethe­less. Warn­ing — it’s fairly long.

Update: Now in pretty PDF form! Read the rest of this entry »

Missing day

It’s not really Fri­day. The gap in post­ing you see shouldn’t be there, because as far as I’m con­cerned, it still feels as though it were Thurs­day. That has to be one of the most com­pelling rea­sons not to stay up all night: sim­ply because you don’t ade­quately recog­nise the pass­ing of a day, and every­thing is thrown out com­pletely! Read the rest of this entry »

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